A gracious feel to this
sense of unworthiness
No no, this has got to be freedom. No longer having to prove oneself because what is there to prove or better say, who is there to prove it to who doesn't already have the evidence?
No longer having to feel "entitled" and then bully other people for rights.
No longer having to judge others or oneself so incessantly. Becoming too broken to judge, instead just walking the faithful walk. Trying anyway. Moving upright and careful through the redwoods.
What one needs is not to focus on need anymore, because it merely blocks one's view of the source of need who first created it and then satisfied it -- or soon will. The need is for God and not much else. But people not only don't believe it's true, they don't even believe that I could think so.
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